Everyone, the world loves beauty and smile
These two things, I've never had one
Can't get rid of an ugly face of mine
I've lived with this too long
But no more can i behold this
I am a burden and this is not where I belong.

I've never done anything wrong
I don't deserve this
And dont want people to be like me, when Im gone
To the death is I only deserve to kiss.

Nobody likes me
I think I'm a burden
Why is that, Im ugly
Why do i get so much of pain

Nobody understands me
God take me away with you
Or am i too ugly in heaven to be
Everything turns ugly that I touch or do

I have nothing good in life
Everything is a mess
I wanna pull out a knife
And stab myself for I care less

But you can't hurt me, No.
For Im already so hurt
So world, let me go
I am an ugly dirt

I must die, I must say goodbye
I am a burden and always be
I am ugly and you're not
God hates me and so do I

Why is it, that I cannot put an end to it
Except for a suicide to commit
I also want flowers and love
But I am poor and ahve no job

Tried killing myself a thousand times
Never been succesful
Not even death wanna touch me
Why is it only me

I deserve a death sentence
O, bring me to death
I love you
I have no hope, no faith.

Now don't laugh at me
I've had enough of it
A joker is not I wanna be
This is somewhere I dont fit

So take me away, far away
To never come back again
Somewhere my, my own place
Where no one can make fun of my face.

I am ugly and will always be
No one likes me but hates me
The world, I nomore want to see
Gimme the death key

I am the only one in this whole planet with so many problems
How am I gonna get rid of it
Crying is not the solution
I'm fed up with it

Tears have come down my eyes more than a billion
I know I'm finished and done
I see so many happy faces
But not even a glimpse on mine

My face is dull
No smile, no expression, never
I feel like I'm in this fever
Where I can't do nothing but cry

I cry under my pillow every night
No one cares and not I wanna die
Please let me hold the detah tight
I will never lose my grip then and to the world will i say bye

No one ever asks me a question
I feel so lonely
Even the god is not friends with me
I've never said the word "we"
So lonely have I been..

burden - you're awesome, i love you!!
and i have a question for you! :) did you write that yourself? :)

Nice piece of work burden. You are a F. Am I correct?

what's a F? :S :S

lakh ma ek,
just because a person is emotional does not mean automatically mean the person is a girl. i thought burden was a guy...but may be not. burden, u there?

oh! f stands for female? haha!!


i have a strong feeling that burden is a guy! (wink,wink) :)

yeah.. just use the last $$ in your bank and/or cc and go to vegas and spend them all, and just start all over again... and if you still don't find an answer.. go to pasupatinath and become babajeee... then you'll definately find all your answers

i have strong feelings nails is a cute girl just like nails

Birbhadra - that means now i know for sure that you're a guy! :)

Wats goin on people!.......Good job Mr.Burden....Wat up! Nails?...and how are you lfc?

Jai Shambhow!

you guys are commenting my poems???? im sharing my feelings and you guys say my poem's good????? its things i feel about my life and just rhyme it...atleats ill feel like someones actualy listening to me!.. im sure god doesnt!!

hey burden,
count me in, I'm your friend..don't think that way.. God is fair and He'll do some good. :)

burden - i hate when people talk like this ke! ufffff!! what is your number? :)

Good enough for fake sympathy....Its all crocodile's tear Burden...Carry your load urself....Deal with it.....We all do, and you should too....

LOVE
The word Love !
We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive,
Where every sense is heightened,
And every emotion is magnified.
Our everyday reality is shattered
And we feel flying into the heavens.

It may only last a moment,
An hour,
Or an afternoon,
But that doesn't diminish its value,
Because we are left with memories
That we treasure for the rest of our lives.

Why do I seek love when love is granted?
Is it because love wasnt granted for me
Or is it because I don't deserve love?
Not love, but I get hate
So I wanna go away soon, not late...

Dreamer of His dreams.

Pleasant Vibrant and Soothing
But just a Dream that I am dreaming

Not so happy but neither much worried
I will wait for it, patiently, till I am buried

Think over, again on my Dream and over
Over and over till I am myself gone forever

The soothing coolness and peace thereafter
So pleasant to be sometimes in self laughter's

I am sitting at this awesome and wonderful "Beach"
Just getting lost in the wonders of this very beach

As these melancholy cool water strikes me
I feel refreshened, energized myself within me

Not mere just an expression on my face
But deep pleasures, inside me with a grace

I like to fly in this awesome blue sky
I express all to my dream, without being shy

The waves, the breezes with its moistures
Tickling me, deep though only in all my gestures

A dream, that's a dream not becoming true !
Rub my eyes to confirm that is it really we two !!

Seem to see nothing but only hazy in mists
Re-confirm if it was me with my daisy in the silts

Mermaid ! or an Angel, yet to confirm !
Beautiful with a beauty that is firm !

Can I touch it ! can I smell it !
No no and no it is only I can feel it !

Here deep inside my heart, only in my soul
Just pleasures and peace without fowls

I did not get one, really though
I got it in my dream, satisfied somehow or so

Not to be, not to be as nothing I see
Just pondering in my dreams usual for me !!!

Only if my trust is as solid and one piece
I would definitely one day, enjoy this in my peace

Can ever I! Will I ! See my "Dream" come over here
If someone assures I feel lying for my life in here.

Down up to my journey to the peaceful yard
Were I will one soon go, its called graveyard

Hey nails, you hate what I talk? I know everyone does..

burden i wanna call you right now, email me your number RIGHT AWAY! :) :)

Nails,

Call me then ... :P

Nepal ko chora - why don't you call me? :)